[Everything about Jean was relatively quiet and subtle, compared to Lio's typical companion. It was almost jarring, to have someone offer that tiny reassurance, that small smile, rather than the insistent in-your-face concern he'd been growing used to. He couldn't tell if it felt more or less genuine...
Honestly it was probably about the same, just, very different.
Lio shrugged in return, looking back out over the city's skyline as he held Jean's hand tighter.]
It's too quiet in my head for me to sleep all the way through most nights. It's been a bit better since I started sharing a bed with my boyfriend - before that, it was pretty much every night I'd have to come out and smoke. But tonight in particular is hitting me so hard, I'm not sure why, I just...
I lost something important to me, right before I came here. And earlier today I tried taking out my anger and frustration over it by lighting some pitiful little bonfire at the edge of town, and it just made everything feel more raw and empty.
I feel like shit, because I have Galo, and that should be enough. But it isn't. It helps, but it isn't enough.
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Honestly it was probably about the same, just, very different.
Lio shrugged in return, looking back out over the city's skyline as he held Jean's hand tighter.]
It's too quiet in my head for me to sleep all the way through most nights. It's been a bit better since I started sharing a bed with my boyfriend - before that, it was pretty much every night I'd have to come out and smoke. But tonight in particular is hitting me so hard, I'm not sure why, I just...
I lost something important to me, right before I came here. And earlier today I tried taking out my anger and frustration over it by lighting some pitiful little bonfire at the edge of town, and it just made everything feel more raw and empty.
I feel like shit, because I have Galo, and that should be enough. But it isn't. It helps, but it isn't enough.